I'M ALL HERE, PEOPLE

May 25, 2014

Dear the youngest ♥

Assalamualaikum, Hai dolls!

Diri makin lama makin busy. Busy dengan study for final ya anak-anak. Sekarang ni, saya dah tak fokuskan benda merepek dah. Better focus benda lain yang boleh buat hati happy, contohnya macam makan. DANGGGG! makanan so yummy ♥

K K K. 

Pembukaan entry dah cakap pasal makan dah pehal dowh -.- Okaylah, saya nak cakap yang sekarang ni musim final for sem 2 and saya tinggal lagi 2 papers, then bye UIA! bulan 9 pulak jumpa, dah third year. Perghh, kena sibuk pasal internship dah :3 I can't wait actually, but at the same time, nervous jugak lah. zzz


Saya ada adik. Gap antara kami 4 tahun. Gap saya dengan kakak moks pun 5 tahun. BEZA banyak kan? indeed, but I really don't want to elaborate further about it. Semuanya kuasa ALLAH. Janji saya complete ada adik dan kakak. Sebagai tugas seorang kakak, saya berhak untuk tahu gerak geri adik saya. Dulu, saya tak rasa pun perlunya nak menjaga adik, rasa annoying lagi ade lah. Dah lah gedik, lepas tu mesti bengang sebab dulu acah-acah fikir akulah yang youngest, anak bongsu ni biasanya kan dapat layanan lebih sikit dari parents. Dulu, sumpah dulu benci bila ada adik.



Semua gambar legends masa zaman jahiliyyah, tak pakai tudung. My pic bawah my dad. Yang hujung sekali tu lah adik. sibuk je -.- hidung penyek+bulat!

Saya sangat rapat dengan my kakak moks compared to my adik. Yelah, dulu semua benda kongsi banyak dengan kakak rather than my mum. Lepas tu, after saya masuk U, time tu rasanya saya rapat dengan adik. Actually, when it comes to closeness among family, Saya memang prefer with my moks and my adik. Idk why, but for me, siblings is all matter. Bergaduh lah cemmana sekali pun, confirm akan baik. Tarik rambut, Jerit towards each other, tarik muka masam pastuh buat suara bodoh-bodoh sebab nak bagi diorang ketawa balik, tarik tudung, pakai tudung style indon, tunjuk gigi pastuh suka compare gusi masing-masing *sumpah memang tak faham motif* cubit sampai berbekas kat tangan, gigit bahu, pijak kaki pastuh sengih-sengih, geletek seluruh badan sampai ketawa terbatuk-batuk semua dah pernah try. Since then, I know I really love my siblings very much. Perhaps too freaking much ♥

Masa adik form 3, time tu paling mengejutkan. I found out that she is secretly having a bf.  Memang perghhhhh, masa tu the power of protective sister membuak-buak kat dada. Gila marah k, saya still ingat lagi pasal tu sampai sekarang. The day saya dapat tahu my adik ada bf, that day jugaklah dia break up dengan that guy because she's so scared with my response. Cuba kau bayangkan, betapa hebatnya kuasa seorang kakak. Up until now, she still end up being single because she prefer to stay that way. Kalau dia ada bf pun, mungkin sikap protective saya tu akan kurang. But still valid immediately once dapat tahu. Ohmaiiiiii!



Saya rasa, as an older sis, I have this protective and possessive feelings about my youngest sis. To be honest, until now saya macam tu because I feel that she is still my adik hingusanhidungpenyeklosers yang saya kenal since dia infant, a child, middle school-er, and lepasan SPM kid. I can't help but I really don't want her to grow up so soon sebab dunia luar dan zaman U sangat best, but can be very deviously evil too. I can't help but think macam-macam like;

-How aisya nak pergi class? faculty sangat jauh! 
-Macam mana kalau sakit? siapa nak jaga?
-Makan macam mana? cafe jauh tak? 
-compare between duduk rumah and stay hostel.
-Accommodation hostel okay tak? ada aircond tak?
-Is she gonna cry the night we left her all alone?
-Is she gonna be okay?
-Is she can survive in Multimedia University (MMU) tu?
-Is she blah blah blahh sumpah banyak gila benda saya fikir masa balik rumah petang tadi. *sigh*

Is it really okay for me to think her like that? *double sigh*

I still can't believe she is 18 now, and now dah study di U. omgggg serius saya tak pernah fikir all that. Damn

But one thing for sure, everyone kena maju setapak. One step lead to other path. And the path leads to various opportunities. She need to move on, same like any other kids. Including me. Sampai bila mahu duduk di takuk yang lama kan? 



Selfie my adik with le lovely mum dalam hostel ♥ 

I really hope my sis gonna be okay while staying there. In shaa ALLAH, ALLAH jaga orang kita sayang. Especially berkaitan dengan keluarga. In shaa ALLAH.




Le moks and adik. Over lah -.-

Dear the youngest,
You are the most annoying, hard-headed, blur overload, naive yet very sweet lady.
Dear the youngest,
The one and only person that will laugh at her sister jokes especially laughing Mickey "Whoo hu!", mocking Jay Jay's background sound "Perowrowrowrow" and Patrick's voice "Erm, hey spongebob!"
Dear the youngest,
The one and only of my nyek, my losers, and my wempitz.
Dear the youngest,
Now she's growing  so fast and entering into adult world, the most challenging yet adventurous and fun phase in her life. She's growing too fast in front of me, she's growing too fast from our family.
Dear the youngest,
You will always be my lil sister and no one can replace that position other than you ♥
Dear the youngest,
Stay young, great and fabulous in your upcoming days ahead.
Dear the youngest
I pray for your happiness, everytime, every minute, every second.
Dear the youngest,
Study hard and play smart! You're 18 now and whatever it is, you are the greatest babydoll that I love and adore.
Dear the youngest,
May ALLAH bless you from head to toe. Amin.
Dear the youngest,
This words is dedicated just for you, Aimi Nuraisya binti Dato' Dr Haji Sohaimi 

Kena bangga sikit, wakakakaka *gelak menangis terharu*

Siapa tak sayang adik sendiri kan? :')

P/S: all the pictures are credited by CYMERA apps and Galaxy note 3 mama. LOLOLOL

Lots of love,
Miss A :)